Songs of My Life

Here are the real colors of my face, not those of my mask. Giving you the details of my face is too scary, so it's just this for now. Thank you to these songwriters for putting my words together better than I could.

Relient K, Let it all out
And today I'll trust you with the confidence
of a man who's never known defeat
But tomorrow, upon hearing what I did
I will stare at you in disbelief
Oh inconsistent me, crying out for consistency
And you said "I know that this will hurt
but if I don't break your heart, then things will just get worse.
If the burden seems too much to bear,
remember, the end will justify the pain it took to get us there."
And I'll let it be known (at times I have shown)
Signs of all my weakness
But somewhere in me, there is strength
And you promised me (that you believe)
in time I will defeat this
'Cause somewhere in me, there is strength
And today I'll trust you with the confidence
of a man who's never known defeat
And I'll try my best to just forget that that man isn't me

Lifehouse, Broken
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
Is there healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what, you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on, to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay

Lifehouse, Storm
I know you didn't
bring me out here to drown
so why am I 10 feet under and upside down
barely surviving has become my purpose
cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface
if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I see you
the darkness will turn to light
and I will walk on water
and you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright

Keith Urban, I can't stop loving you
Cause I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
No, I can't stop loving you
Though I try